27 Mayıs 2010 Perşembe

38 weeks and 2 days

Isabella must be comfortable where she is at now. She does not look like she wants to come out any time soon. Mom says enyoj your last days without a baby. but I am still impatient to meet with her.

24 Mayıs 2010 Pazartesi

Doctor appointment

Today we went to doctor and she asked me if I want my mebrane sweep to stimulate. I asked how does it feel and she showed and it was not pleasent at al! she warned me about bleeding and right after she took fingers off of me I start bleeding. it was in my skirt. I had to go to bathroom to wash my skirt. I dont feel good about that. But she said it was normal. Poor mom was shaking after she saw the blood. next appointment will be june 4th. is Isabella going to wait that long? well we will see I guess!

18 Mayıs 2010 Salı

37 th week

My little girl decided to go up again. her head was down last week and this week it is up! I was thinking she will arrive early. may be she changed her mind! cannot wait! today Tim met the new doctor for the first time. I really love her. she has a lot of positive energy. At least that is how I feel! Hopefully she will be able to be in my delivery. Since my little girls head is up now Dr. sarah cannot tell for sure but she thinks I am 2 cm dialeted now. So my early labor will be months! wow!
My mom is here too! that is great! she makes me laugh and she does a lot around the house.

9 Mayıs 2010 Pazar

anneler gunu

Bugun anneler gunu! Sabah erkenden kalkip hem annem hem kayinvalidem icin cicek aldim.Canim annem bu aksam burda bizimle olucak. teseduf oldu ayarlamadik bile ama cok sevindim tam da anneler gunune denk geldi annecigimin gelisi! Canim timim annemi almaya Istanbula gittigi icin kayinvalidem de benimle kaldi yalniz kalmayayim diye. Yani anneler gununde benim annem, Tim in annesi ve yeni anne adayi ben hep birlikte olacagiz! what a blessing!
Canim Tim de bana anneler gunu icin gitmeden once kart birakmisti. Anneler gunune kadar sabretmek cok zor oldu ama sabirla beklemeyi basardim! sabah erkenden kalkar kalkmaz ilk isim karti okumak oldu. Tabii hamilelegin de verdigi o duygusallikla bi de agladim! yoksa ben hic aglamam aslinda (kocaman bi yalan...)
Canim kizim seneye bu zaman anneler gununu birlikte kutliycaz. Seni cok seviyorum! herseyin en iyisi seninle olsun, herseyim benim.

4 Mayıs 2010 Salı

35th week

I am 35 weeks and 1cm dialated and 60% effaced! I am so exited!